Sunday, 5 October 2014

The Tests of True Testimony (Acts 9.19-31)


Introduction

I just love hearing the testimonies of people who have come to know the Lord. Don’t you? I always find listening to testimonies both interesting and encouraging.

Some speak of the change from a notoriously sinful lifestyle. Others come from people who have always been law-abiding citizens.

Some are about sudden conversions. Others are about a more gradual process.

Some speak of a great personal cost involved, like complete rejection from parents. Others result in obvious blessing.

Some are absolutely sensational. Others are much more ordinary.

Have you got a testimony? I mean by that a brief summary of how you came to be a follower of Jesus. Ideally it should be short - about a minute or two is perfect - it should contain no religious jargon and it should describe three things;
·         what your life was like before you were a Christian
·         the circumstances in which you came to believe in Jesus
·         the difference it has made since

I wonder if you could you say something along those lines if someone came up to you today and asked you to do so?

Well, we’ve all heard testimonies and some are so amazing you have to pinch yourself and wonder if it’s real. Saul’s Damascus Road conversion was like that.

But how can you tell if a testimony is genuine? The passage we just read has five tests that tell you if a testimony is real or not and we’re going to go through them one by one.

1. The Test of Endurance

Firstly, the test of endurance. In other words, does it last? The thing I’m most interested in is not the lifestyle before conversion, however sensational it might be, nor is it the experience of conversion itself, however stunning it might be. I’m most interested in hearing about the resulting life change after conversion.

I’ve heard many testimonies over the years from people who can talk enthusiastically about what happened to them 5, 10 or 20 years ago but who stop short of explaining what has happened in their lives since.

But the real test of a genuine conversion in the Bible is what happens afterwards.

How do we know that Saul’s conversion was real? Is it because he fell down on the Damascus Road? Is it because he was blinded by a bright light and heard the audible voice of God? Not really.

We know it was genuine because 40 years later, in the last chapter of the last letter he wrote, as he awaited death by beheading, he was able to say this: “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.”

And the New Testament is crystal clear on this; it is those who persevere to the end who will be saved.

2. The Test of Witness

Secondly, the test of witness. Is there a readiness to tell others? When we left Saul last Sunday morning, it was three days after his conversion, in a room in central Damascus, his blinded eyes reopened, newly baptized and fed after going without food or drink for 36 hours.

Verse 20 says that he started to talk to others about his new faith straight away. It’s probably easiest to do this when it’s all new. Becoming a Christian is a bit like when there’s a new baby in the family – you can’t really help yourself wanting to tell others. But although new Christians are often the most uninhibited at sharing their faith, they’re not always the most tactful.

I lost a lot of friends in the year I became a Christian. I couldn’t see why virtually everyone I spoke to just didn’t get it. It all seemed so clear, so obvious to me that Jesus is alive, and I didn’t understand why so few wanted to know more and why people were starting avoiding me.

Nicky Gumbel had a similar experience. Here’s how it went for him. “After I’d been a Christian for about ten days I went to a party and I was determined to tell the first person I saw about Jesus. I had discovered that there were three things that you had to do. The first thing was to establish their need for Jesus. So I didn’t want any small talk, I went straight up to this woman called Pippa and said, “Hello, Pippa, you look awful! You really need Jesus!”

I find that Christians sometimes think to themselves; it would be easier to witness if only I was somewhere else. I wonder if you ever think that.

That’s one of the reasons we are doing the Journeys course. It’s a no pressure, no intensity, zero cringe factor environment in which people can see examples of incredibly changed lives and say what they think if they want to.

One of my predecessors here David Osman used to say to people, “When you get to heaven, Jesus is going to ask you who you’ve brought with you.”  

So is there anyone you know who is even vaguely interested in what being a Christian is like? Invite them to Journeys and come with them.

Anyway, people were astonished at Saul’s changed life. “Isn’t this the man who raised havoc in Jerusalem…?” they asked in v21. But by v23 they’d had enough and were determined to be done with him.

Tom Wright noticed a pattern here. “Wherever Saint Paul went, there was a riot,” he said; “Wherever I go, they serve tea!”

There’s always going to be some whose hearts are moved by the Holy Spirit and some who react with indifference or even irritation. That’s exactly what we should expect.

That’s why Jesus said “You are the salt of the earth.” Salt does agreeable things like seasoning and purifying. But salt also makes you itch. Real Christianity rubs this world up the wrong way.

What was rubbing the synagogue members in Damascus the wrong way was that, as v22 says, Paul was proving from Old Testament that Jesus is the Messiah.

Mathematician Peter Stoner has calculated that the probability of just eight Old Testament predictions being fulfilled in one person is about one chance in one hundred million billion (which is more than the total number of people who’ve ever lived). That’s just eight prophecies.

There are of course many more prophecies about the Messiah that Jesus fits perfectly. If only eight predictions are sufficient to establish beyond reasonable doubt that a particular individual fits the description we can be extremely confident that Jesus is the real deal.

I think Saul’s case would have included things like this:

Genesis 12.3 says that, of all human families, the whole earth will be blessed by a descendant of Abraham.

Genesis 17.19 adds that this promised bearer of blessing will be a descendant of Isaac (not Ishmael).

Genesis 49.10 affirms that he will be from the tribe of Judah (not from any of the other 11 tribes of Jacob).

Jeremiah 23.5-6 states that he will be a descendant of David (not of any of Jesse's other seven sons nor indeed from any other descendant of Judah). 

These four specific branches of the Messiah’s family tree are all confirmed in Jesus’ two genealogies in Matthew’s and Luke’s Gospels. Matthew traces Jesus’ legal descent through his adoptive father Joseph, and Luke traces his blood descent through his natural mother Mary.

Then Micah 5.2 stresses that the Messiah will be born in Bethlehem, not in Beirut or Blackburn or Boston – or anywhere else for that matter. And of course he was.

Isaiah 61 says that he will have a message of good news for the poor and will bind up the broken-hearted. This is indisputably a feature in all four Gospels.

But the really heavyweight prophetic fulfilments concern not Jesus’ origins, nor his birth, nor his public ministry, but his death and resurrection. 

Psalm 22 for example, written about 1000 BC, is an awesome prophetic vision of the Messiah’s sufferings. It tells of a man in extreme agony, thirsty, rejected and shown contempt, his clothes gambled for and his hands and feet pierced.

This is particularly remarkable because the Jewish form of capital punishment at the time this Psalm was written was stoning. But this speaks of crucifixion. It says “they have pierced my hands and my feet.” Well, crucifixion was a form of execution devised by the Romans at least four centuries after Psalm 22 was written.

Then Isaiah 53, written about 750 BC, presents of a figure who will be cast aside by his own people, unjustly condemned without protest, horribly disfigured by his beatings, pierced by his killers (for whom he will pray), die from his injuries, be executed with wrongdoers, be buried with the rich and, after death, see the light of life again and be satisfied.

The sharpness of focus in this picture of Jesus - his trial, his flogging, his crucifixion, his burial arrangements and his resurrection - is nothing short of awe-inspiring.

And it doesn’t just tell you what will happen. It even tells you what it means.
Ten times in that one chapter Isaiah says that this figure, this suffering servant, will somehow take upon himself all the sorrows, sickness and sinfulness of fallen humanity - and pay for them, bringing healing and salvation through his sufferings.

That’s just a small selection. There are more prophecies I could add. According to Peter Stoner’s calculations of probability, this easily meets the standard of proof beyond all reasonable doubt and that’s the sort of evidence Saul must have put before his fellow Jews in Damascus.

Can I just encourage you, if you’re more of the thinking type than the emotional type – that’s the way I’m wired as well – sometimes our greatest battles to stay on track in our relationship with Christ are to do with the coherent credibility of our faith. That’s under attack more than ever before.

But the astonishing accuracy of Old Testament prophecy and the witness it bears to Jesus is a sharp, double-edged sword against doubt and unbelief.

3. The Test of Devotion

Thirdly, the test of devotion. Does the person giving the testimony have a heart for God? We need to do a bit of detective work now on v23 which says, “After many days had gone by, there was a conspiracy amongst the Jews to kill him.” How many days?

If you look up Galatians 1.17-18 you find that he actually spent three years in solitude in Arabia.

We know very little about that time but most people agree that it was a deliberate season of coming aside to be with the Lord. He spent weeks and months in the Lord’s presence, coming to terms with his new identity.

This must have been when he received his call to be an apostle. This must have been when he had those surpassing revelations. This must have been when his lawyer’s mind gathered all the evidence together and came up with the gospel of grace by which the guilty are acquitted.

I wonder if the Lord is speaking to you about coming aside to be with him, to devote time to freshly hear his voice again?

4. The Test of Disappointment with Church

Fourthly, perhaps the hardest of all; the test of disappointment with the church. Is there a readiness to forgive personal hurt? By v26, Saul was back in Jerusalem via a basket down the city wall. But he found that the Christians there were very wary of him. They were suspicious.

You can understand why. How would you feel if the man responsible for putting your husband or your father or your daughter in jail was trying to find his way into your underground church? You’d wonder if he was a spy wouldn’t you? You’d struggle to believe it I’m sure. And we’re told in v26 that the church in Jerusalem were fearful and didn’t believe it.

It’s really sad when the church fails to readily accept a new Christian because they know about their past. I am quite sure there would be people who would be very wary if a male prostitute or an axe murder or a paedophile or a wife beater got converted in prison and joined this church. I’d be one of them. I would be anxious, let me confess it openly. How do you know if it’s a real conversion?

Well, this is what Saul faced when he arrived in Jerusalem. He tried to join a church who didn’t want him because they judged him on his past.

But he demonstrated the genuineness of his testimony because he didn’t take offence. He didn’t slag the church off as hypocrites. He didn’t allow himself to become bitter.

Nobody wanted his sort in their church. Except for one man who spoke up for Saul who presented evidence for his changed life; and his name was Barnabas. His name was actually Joseph but they gave him a nickname because he was such a blessing to everyone. Barnabas means Son of Encouragement.

What would be your nickname that people in this church would give you? What’s the thing that sums you up best? Son of encouragement? Daughter of wisdom? Son of joy? Daughter of servant-heartedness? Son of enthusiasm? Daughter of generosity?

5. The Test of a Changed Life

The final test is the test of a changed life. Your testimony is genuine if your values have altered forever. Something very beautiful and exciting happened in v29. Wonder if you’ve seen the significance of it.

It says “Saul talked and debated with the Hellenistic Jews, but they tried to kill him.” It’s the kind of detail you might skip over, but if you cast your memory back to chapter 6, 7 and 8, you’ll realise that these were the very same people that Stephen had witnessed to; Greek-speaking Jews based in Jerusalem.

“They couldn’t stand up to Stephen’s wisdom the Spirit gave him as he spoke” it says so they seized him, charged him, tried him and dragged him off to stone him.

And Saul held their coats, approving every rock as it thudded into his broken body.

But now Saul’s in Stephen’s place, continuing his work, taking up his ministry. It was a risky thing to do and they decided to kill him too so once again Saul was spirited away for his own safety.

But look, that’s a changed life. When your testimony is genuine you will hate the sinful things you once loved and love the godly things you once hated. 

No argument is more convincing than the testimony of a changed life. People might not agree with what you believe, but they can’t deny a clear transformation in you.

I heard that my predecessor Alan Farish bumped into Katrina here a few months ago. He hadn’t heard that she’d become a Christian but their paths crossed in Stockton High Street I think. They had a brief conversation and he said to someone, “Wow, she’s changed! What’s happened to her?” I’ll tell you what’s happened to her. She’s met Jesus! And Jesus changes lives.

Next week, as we look at the raising of Dorcas from the dead, we’ve got a visiting speaker, Paul McWilliams who will talk about the amazing way he found Jesus at death’s open door. You won’t want to miss it.

Ending

Well, I should stop now. But I want to say one last thing.

Simon Guillebaud was living in Burundi and Rwanda in the first few years of this century. At that time the area reaching across those two countries was declared the most dangerous war zone on earth. Several times his life was threatened at gunpoint. He was a marked man. But even when it got as bad as it can get his testimony was this:

“I only knew that Jesus was all I needed when he was all I had left.”


Sermon preached at All Saints' Preston on Tees, 5th October 2014


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