Sunday, 28 October 2018

Worship: Presence (Exodus 33.12-23)




Introduction

What if God said to you today; “I am giving you one wish. Anything. You can have whatever you ask for. What do you want? Just name it and it’s yours!” What do you think you’d say in reply?

Some of you are living with long-term illness. So maybe you’d say, “Lord, I’m sick. I need a miracle. My one wish is for healing.” Or maybe, it’s for someone close to you. “Lord, my wife, my son, my father, my granddaughter is critically ill. I want you to make them well again.”

Perhaps you’re the only one in your family who knows the Lord and it grieves you more than anything else. “Lord, please let my husband or wife or my children come to know you as their Saviour.”

Or it might be “Lord, I need a job to pay the bills.” Or “Lord, I have a job but I want a better job with a nicer boss.” (I see Sandra’s sitting up to attention, she can obviously relate to that…)

In our reading from Exodus today, God tells Moses he can have protection and power and provision. But replies, “No, I’ll settle only for one thing; the one thing I really need.” We’re going to explore together what he asks for and why.

Worship in God’s Presence

This is the third in our six-part series on Worship this morning and today, I want to speak to you about the presence of God.

By the way, I commend the monthly programme for your reading where, amongst other things, you’ll find six more brief reflections from some of our church family on what worship means to them.

What does it mean to you? You may come here week by week and I hope you enjoy it when you do.

But is entering these doors an abrupt jolt to the system, where your awareness of God has been a bit hit-and-miss, or is it a seamless continuation of a praise-filled life Monday-Saturday?

I suspect for most of us our answer to that question will be a bit mixed; it depends on the week. It depends whether I’m spiritually up or down. It depends on what I perceive God to be doing, or not, doing in my life…

We’ve looked at the question of why we worship a couple of weeks ago with Scott – God is worthy of praise and we are created to magnify his greatness in adoration. Worship, we saw, is not about personality, temperament, personal limitations, church background, or comfort. It is about God.

Then, last Sunday, Kathryn spoke about excellence in worship; that we are to very intentionally give our passionate best; not some half-hearted, half-baked, “that’ll have to do” dog’s dinner.

But however sound our definition of worship, and however well-prepared and beautifully crafted it is, there is an x-factor, a vital ingredient, that lifts worship from the mundane to the exceptional, from the common to the holy, and that vital ingredient is the presence of God.

The American Book of Common Prayer speaks of worship as “the lifting up of the heart and mind to God, asking nothing but to enjoy God’s presence.”

In the Bible it says, “pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord.”

The American pastor RT Kendall tells of a Chinese pastor, who had suffered greatly for his faith but who had also seen phenomenal blessing and growth in the Church in his country, and who was given a tour of evangelical churches in the USA. At the end of the tour he was asked, “What is your opinion of American churches?” He replied, “I am amazed at what you can accomplish without God.”

I bet they wished they hadn’t asked! Sadly, I’m sure he would say much the same if he were to visit churches in the UK. What would he say if he were to visit All Saints’? Would he say, “I am amazed at what you can accomplish without God” or would he say, “the presence of God is here”?

That is the sort of question that keeps me awake at night… More than anything else, more than healthy finances, more than fine buildings, more than talented staff, more than outstanding music, more than exceptional programmes, (and we want all those things) but more than any of them, we need the presence of God.

You may say, “Wait a minute, what do you mean God’s presence? Where is God’s presence ever absent? Every Systematic Theology textbook will tell you in chapter one that God is omnipresent; everywhere. His glory fills heaven and earth as the water covers the sea…”

Yes, God is everywhere, but the weight of his glory and holiness and beauty and the radiance of his perfections are sometimes impressed upon us with greater intensity than at other times. The Bible speaks of this.

For example, it says that in the presence of God we become aware of new realities. Jacob wakes up from his dream about the ladder between heaven and earth and says, “Surely, the Lord is in this place, and I didn’t know it!” The presence of God brings revelation.

David says in Psalm 16, “You make known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.” No one looks grumpy and sullen in the presence of God because it brings unspeakable joy.

The presence of God is also about awe which we’ll explore more fully next Sunday. Isaiah 2 speaks of “the fearful presence of the Lord.” There have been moments in my life, only three or four, when God’s manifest presence has made my heart race with holy fear, which is a strange mixture of dread and wonder. So in Jeremiah 5, God says, “Should you not tremble in my presence?”

And when Jesus came, all the fullness of the presence of God dwelled among us in flesh and blood. Jesus perfectly embodies the presence of God. He says, “The time is now. The kingdom of God is right here among you.

And as he bursts on the scene, there’s power, there’s healing, there’s demons getting sent packing, there’s release for prisoners, there’s life to the dead, there’s tables of money getting chucked around in the temple, there’s holy chaos as heaven touches earth and the glorious presence of God shifts all the darkness, all the sickness, all the grubby and dead religion. And this is what we want!

The founder of the Vineyard movement, John Wimber, was one of the most anointed men of his generation. He had an extraordinary gift of the word of knowledge where the Holy Spirit would reveal to his spirit very specific details about people attending his meetings.

Things like, “There’s a woman here in her forties, who has bruising and swelling on her left knee, which was caused by falling while running for a bus last Thursday.” That is an actual example. My friend Mark Aldridge was actually present when that word was given. And people would come forward and his team would pray there and then and many were instantly healed. 

I don’t think there has been in my lifetime anyone else with the same acquaintance with the power of God. Medically verified miracles, complete healing from sometimes acute or apparently terminal illness, were a common feature of his ministry. The power of God…

But Wimber used to say this: “We don’t seek God's power, we seek his presence. His power, and everything else we need, is always found in his presence.”

Moses’ Request

Well, we’re going to explore what it is to seek God’s presence, particularly in the context of worship. Let’s dive into our reading from Exodus.

Exodus 33 is a pivotal chapter in the book. To set the scene, after hardening his heart nine times, even despite ten plagues, Pharaoh has finally given in and let God’s oppressed people go. Moses has heroically led his people out of slavery and they’ve crossed the Red Sea to safety.

But no sooner are they freed from their chains and hard labour, they are moaning about how it was all so much better before; are we there yet?

The food was better, there was water on tap, Moses is a rubbish leader, are we there yet? The camping is too rustic, the weather is too hot, no one mentioned there were going to be snakes, it’s taking too long, and are we there yet?

They had seen wonderful things! The Red Sea miraculously parted before them. Manna fell daily from the sky. There was fresh quail to eat when they got bored with manna. Quail - tastes like chicken… God led them on sensationally with a pillar of fire by night and a cloud by day. Water wondrously gushed from a rock. Yeah, but... whatever…

So in chapter 32 Moses goes off to meet with God (and probably to get away from them). While he’s gone, they make a golden calf and bow down before it. “These are the gods that brought us out of Egypt,” they say, as it all descends into a drunken orgy and God’s judgement falls in plague and pestilence.

But despite all this, Chapter 33, verse 2, God in his grace and goodness, promises Moses three things:

1)    I will give your people protection – an angel – who’d be happy to hear that God was assigning a personal angel, a mighty heavenly figure, built like a tank and armed with a sword? That would be all right wouldn’t it? God says, “He’ll bring you protection because he’s going to go ahead of you” like a shield.

2)    More than protection, God promises power. He says he’s going to drive out all the ‘ites – the Amorites and Hittites and Jebusites, all those bloodthirsty nations that want to exterminate you, you won’t even need to fight; he will take care of them. You haven’t got to worry about a thing; the angel of the Lord is going to give your people superior firepower.

3)    And God says, not only will he you give protection and power, he’ll lead you into provision. God says, “my angel will lead your people into an abundant land flowing with milk and honey. That’s the destination; you’ll never lack any good thing.”

Most people would settle for that. Power, protection and provision. But for Moses this is an absolute bombshell. Because God has made himself clear. “I will send my angel before you” means one thing (v3); “I (God) will not go with you.”

The presence of the Lord is not going to be among his people.

This is where our reading starts. Moses says (v12) “You have been telling me, ‘Lead these people,’ but you have not let me know whom you will send with me. You have said, ‘I know you by name and you have found favour with me.’ If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favour with you. Remember that this nation is your people.”

I love this. “Teach me your ways.” The Bible says, “All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful.” The ways of the Lord tend to be counter-intuitive to us because God’s ways are not our ways. We tend to naturally choose a life of ease and comfort but the way of Christ involves taking up a cross daily and suffering.

Howard Peskett is a former missionary in East Asia with OMF International, and a tutor at Trinity College Bristol where they train vicars. One morning he addressed the student body, and his opening line was this: “In 200 countries and in 20 centuries there have been 80 million Christian martyrs. Which of you will be the first to die for Christ?” It was a bit of a shock, because most of those listening to him were wondering about the Vicarage they'd get and how far the pension would go!

Teach me your ways. Moses didn’t have the Bible. We do. So, unlike him, we can read it to discover what those ways are. The great Baptist preacher Charles Spurgeon once said, “Some people like to read so many chapters every day. I would not dissuade them from the practice, but I would rather lay my soul soaking in half a dozen verses all day than I would, as it were, rinse my hands in several chapters. Oh, to bathe in a text of Scripture and to let it be sucked up into your very soul till it saturates your heart!”

“Teach me your ways.” But, as important as that is, Moses doesn’t settle for just knowing God’s ways. It is essential, but insufficient. It is not enough. Jesus said to the Jewish leaders of his day, “You study the Scriptures diligently because you think that in them you have eternal life. These are the very Scriptures that testify about me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life.”

So God says to Moses, “My presence will go with you and I will give you rest.” The “you” in Hebrew is singular. God is saying that his presence and glory will be experienced by Moses alone. It’ll be a private arrangement.

And Moses says, “No!” He says, “Lord, you’re asking me to lead these people. I can’t do that unless your presence is manifest amongst us. Giving them an angel is not good enough! Unless your presence goes with all of us, don’t send us anywhere. It won’t work. I won’t settle for less.”

People, we need the presence of God among us.

Like John Wesley, after years of meticulous and scrupulous religion, people said “he’s methodical, he’s rigorous, he’s austere”, he began to confess his growing misery and was about to give up ministry altogether, one day, 24 May 1738 he reluctantly walks into a meeting in Aldersgate Street, London.

At 8.45pm Wesley says, “while he was describing the change which God works in the heart through faith in Christ, I felt my heart strangely warmed. I felt I did trust in Christ, Christ alone for salvation; and an assurance was given me that he had taken away my sins, even mine, and saved me from the law of sin and death."

The presence of God…

About 80 years earlier, shortly after the death of the French mathematician and theologian Blaise Pascal in 1662, a housekeeper is sorting through closets and clothing and happens to notice something sewn into the hem of Pascal's coat.

In Pascal's handwriting, beside hand-drawn crosses, Pascal had carefully written these words: “The year of grace 1654. Monday, 23 November, feast of St. Clement. From about half-past ten in the evening until about half-past midnight. Fire! The God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, the God of Jacob... The God of Jesus Christ... Your God will be my God.”

He is said to have been reading about the crucifixion when he was suddenly overwhelmed with the presence of Christ. More than 30 descriptive lines tell the story of his "night of fire," as he called it.

The presence of God…

More recently, the British church leader Geoff Lucas talks about an outpouring of God’s presence. “Out of all the thousands of services I have attended, there is one that stands out as the most remarkable. Decades later, I still meet people who say whimsically ‘I was there that night’…

After a powerful revelation of God’s father-heart he says, “People suddenly fell to the ground, instantly succumbing to the wave of the Holy Spirit that filled the tent. Others cried out, a response to the unfathomable awe that pervaded… Within minutes… a queue of people formed, folks who had been instantly healed in that moment. I tried to preach – without success.”

The presence of God…

Ending

As I end, I want to insist that the presence of the Lord is something we are to seek. Sometimes the Bible describes it as seeking God’s face. Actually “presence” is a common translation of the Hebrew word “face.” Literally, we are to seek his “face.” It’s an idiomatic expression, meaning to be in his presence.

John Piper says, “God calls us to enjoy continual consciousness of his supreme greatness and beauty and worth. This happens through “seeking.” Continual seeking. But what does that mean practically? …It is a “setting of the mind and heart” on God. It is the conscious fixing or focusing of our mind’s attention and our heart’s affection on God.

1 Chronicles 22.19; “Now set your mind and heart to seek the Lord your God.”

Colossians 3:1–2: “Since you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth.”

May the presence and power of the Lord fill this place as we set our minds and our hearts to passionately seek him in worship.




Sermon preached at All Saints' Preston on Tees, 28 October 2018

Friday, 26 October 2018

God Our Sovereign (Romans 11.33-36)



If you are a guest or here for the first time today, I want to extend a special welcome to you. It is great to have you here and I hope you feel at home.

On 12 August 2016 I had the privilege and honour of conducting Maggie and Joe’s wedding right here in this church.

I have to say, I have rarely seen a more radiant bride, a more delighted groom and, if I can say this, a more emotional bride’s father. It was quite a day. And it’s wonderful to see that Maggie and Joe have been busy since their wedding day! Welcome to little Jack.

It was clear for all to see on 12 August two years ago that Maggie and Joe had met the love of their lives. It’s just written all over their faces, isn’t it?

But how do you know when you have met the love of your life? How can you tell if he or she is the one?

Listen to this true story told by a young man called Paul Grachan in a book called Mysterious Ways.

He says, I couldn’t stop thinking about Esther. My spirit soared at the sight of her. We laughed whenever we were together. But, I don’t know. Should I really invite her to dinner on Friday and ask her to be my girlfriend? What if she doesn’t like me? It’ll be pretty awkward eating dessert together…

While on my lunch break, as I was thinking about this, I went for a sandwich and as I was about to pay, I glanced at the $1 bill in my hand. Something was written on it. I took a closer look.

It was the word “Esther.” What were the chances? Could this be a sign?! I paid with another bank note and, heading back to the office, I had an idea. I went into a shop, bought a small picture frame and put the note inside. I’ll invite Esther out on Friday night, I thought, and if she agrees to be my girlfriend, I’ll give her this framed banknote.

That Friday, Esther told me she’d love to be my girlfriend. And as we basked in the glow of our new relationship, (quick status update on Facebook…) I pushed a box of pretty wrapped paper across the table. “I have a present for you” I said.

Aw, how sweet, said Esther. She tore off the paper, opened the box, held up the frame and stared at it.

Yeah, it was the craziest thing I said, telling her how I had discovered that $1 bill. But she just kept staring at it. Finally, she looked back at me – but not with a smile. She appeared shocked, even confused. It definitely wasn’t the reaction I was hoping for.

I thought she’d laugh. But she slipped the frame into her handbag. She seemed so out of sorts I didn’t dare to press her about it.

Anyway, about two years later, we were married and moving into a new flat together. While unpacking, I came across that framed $1 bill. I didn’t even know she’d kept it.

Hey, you never told me about this, I said. You acted really strangely when I gave it to you. What was that about? This time, as Esther took the frame, she smiled. 

Here’s the story, she said. A few years before we met, I was working as a cashier at a printing shop. It was a slow day, I was bored, and I started thinking, how do you know when you’ve met the love of your life? And I had an idea. I wrote my name ‘Esther’ on a $1 bill and I gave it out the next time I had to give change. And I said a prayer that somehow that $1 bill would end up with the man I would go on to marry!

I love that story because, well, everyone loves a romance with a happy ending, but also because it reminds me of how amazing God is.

What were the chances of that $1 bill, of all the bank notes in the country, ending up with the man Esther would marry and who would actually give it back to her framed, without knowing? But that was Esther’s prayer and God heard it and answered it.

This morning’s theme, as we look over these few weeks at the attributes of God, is “God our Sovereign.” That means he’s the king. He rules and he reigns. Nothing is too hard for him. Nothing takes him by surprise. He has no rival, and no equal.

As our second reading says, “Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God! From him and through him and for him are all things. To him be the glory for ever!”

God is sovereign and almighty and awesome and majestic - but he doesn’t sit aloof and at a distance, arms folded, and blame us when we drift away from him. He doesn’t wash his hands of us when we mess up, saying that we’re just too much trouble. When we are a long way from where we know we should be, he goes out to find us.

About a hundred years ago, an American missionary called William Young took the gospel to the tribes of East Burma. He learned the language and one day he was preaching in a marketplace.

And as he preached, some men at the edge of the crowd from the Lahu tribe pushed their way to the front. And overflowing with emotion they said, “We’ve been waiting for you for centuries. We have prophecies that tell us that a white man will come with a book from God, and will set us free.

We have even built meeting places ready for you to come. You must come with us now.” Then they showed him bracelets that they wore. They said, “We Lahu have worn these rope bracelets since time immemorial. They are placed on us at birth. They symbolise our bondage to evil.

And we know that you alone as the messenger of the one God can cut these from our wrists, when you have brought us the message from the book of the one creator God. In 1904, William Young baptized 2,200 Lahu tribespeople. In the next few years after that he baptized another 60,000.

In our baptism liturgy earlier, I said, “We all wander far from God and lose our way: Jesus comes to find us and welcomes us home.“

Like the shepherd of 100 sheep who notices that one is missing, and who goes out of his way to look for it and find it. This is what God is like. A king who knows every one of his subjects personally.

We stress over things we lose – or might lose. A wallet or keys or travellers’ cheques. Or, more seriously, our job or the house, or our health. But the most precious thing we can lose is our own soul – to be far from God and not know the way back.

I hope and pray that Jack will grow up knowing that God loves him and is for him. He is too young to understand this now. But when he gets a little older, and becomes more aware of spiritual things, he will have to make a spiritual decision for himself – like we do as adults; yes or no, for or against. Because his baptism doesn’t make him a Christian; it brings him into the community of faith but he will have to decide for himself one day whether he wants to stay or leave. 

Your job as parents and godparents and our job as the church here at Saint Mary’s is to do all we can to help Jack make the right choice. Let’s pray for him, love him, tell him how amazing God is and how much Jesus loves him.



Sermon preached at Saint Mary's Long Newton, 7 October 2018